Listless

Waiting for the light down the hall
Nothing grows in shadows as the darkness falls
Todays yesterday is tomorrows tonight
I cannot even pretend to forget to remember
Unfair reality, uncertain certainty
Walking away…today
Sitting still to fray
Nothing is wrong, everything is the matter
It’s a long way down
To climb back up just before I hit the ground
Every day I stay, I stay another day